Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Happy Earth Day

So I haven't made a post in a while. Quick update.

I've been working too much lately, at least by any sane standards for what CY volunteers are "paid". And its starting to take its toll, I'm very tired and trying all sorts of things not to be down. I'm doing ok for now. For example, got back from work today at around 9:15, and sat out on my front porch with a beer, my guitar, and no shoes. Sat out there until now and just relaxed with my music (or attempts) and now sitting inside my room with a stick of incense burning and some Eddie Vedder. So I have figured out how to chill.

I'm having a really hard time balancing all my social relationships, I spend over 12 hours a day with people non stop and I get home and just dont want to talk to anybody. I need this time for myself and for my brain to unwind and to process everything that has happened during the day. And then I end up only getting six hours of sleep at night, and then weekends have so many obligations that I want to pull my hair out.

Too all of you that I have neglected in the last two weeks, please forgive me. I hope you understand what is going on right now, and that the next three to four weeks will be pretty crazy for me. I will try to keep up with you all but I just need a little more time.